… the essentials of prayer are set in the mind
and heart, or rather that prayer itself is
properly an emotion of the heart within,
which is poured out and laid open before
God, the searcher of hearts.
John Calvin The Institutes III.20.29
An intimate relationship with God includes pouring out all emotions before God. Some of the most difficult prayers are when we feel abandoned by God. Yet, that may be the exact time that our relationship with God becomes the deepest. However that depth comes when we actually bring our doubts, resentments, and loneliness before God. That is no easy task. Most of us like to avoid dealing with negative feelings with people and that avoidance is no different when the negative feelings are with God.
This is where the bible can be helpful. It reminds us that feeling abandoned or hurt by God is not new, and it is not automatically sinful or harmful. Psalm 13 is short and shows how being honest to God with our anger or anguish helps to move us back into a relationship of trust. Read Psalm 13 when you get a chance.
Whatever you are feeling towards God, share in prayer. Your honesty and authenticity will help deepen your faith and relationship with the God of love who accepts you regardless of your emotions.
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